The Scientist makes sense because this isn't easy and I am not ready for you to go so take us back
you're not even gone yet but you are already haunting me through the waisted years when we should have been as we are now
but I know that isn't true now is perfect because we are finally who we need to be not to be right for each other but to just be right
Is it wrong for me to wish for more time to kiss your lips and hold your hand and just to talk because I love your voice and the things you say make me impossibly happy you make me so **** happy
maybe it's right that you are leaving maybe i'm just some filler and your perfect girl is waiting for you and this is exactly what is supposed to happen or maybe this is karma finding it's way back to me In my past lives I must have been the most despicable of beings because loosing you just when things feel wonderful is the worst punishment i've yet endured
I want all of the years back I want them exactly the same I just want to watch them over because I need more time with you I want to see you for the first time because I don't even remember meeting you you were just there and you haven't been gone from my thoughts since I want the fresh sting of my freshman year when I was just some weird girl who couldn't say anything right I want the end of that year when I cried because I knew you wouldn't talk to me all summer because you were in love and I was still strange I want to remember that kind of pining the kind that was all what ifs and imagination I want that moment when we became friends and nothing more I want to remember what it was like to just be your friend but I don't want to linger there and I want that night when you told me you liked me so I can feel that jolt run through me once more And God I want today I want it to never end I want you with me, kissing me and telling me everything is real I want it all back and I never want to forget
no one ever said it would be this hard please take me back to the start