I couldn't stick to it: the medication, the medical demands either. It's a far better thing I do, this sliding & buttressing, harnessing, the threatening of each other with court dates, what with the courting & dating, spooning --- forking --- knifing like do the Japanese who are gun-deprived. They'd sooner stab a problem to death than deal whiteys' way --- the trance to all hypno-bargaining & heartful health.