Everyone has a comfort zone. It's human to have one.
My comfort zone is my bedroom. I get my best writings done on my bed. But I can't live in my bedroom forever. I socialize and I try to open up my heart to people. The thing is I don't trust people.
I did once a long time ago. I don't know when to shut up when I open up my heart. I guess whatever is left of my heart there is still hope somewhere in there. I want to permission to be me.
I want permission to have a relentless heart and a restless mind.
I am not normal because I never have been normal.
I don't need validation nor people to like me.
I need to be seen for who I am. And who is that?
I would say that I am a bipolar, high functioning sociopath and most importantly a creative writer. I don't ask for praise, being criticized and being called strange. I just ask for human decency, my boundaries to be respected, my silence to be honored and my life to be stable.