You yelled at me
for lying, rightfully
but you made it seem
like you'd never done
the same
and the night of my recital
if I hadn't begged you
you wouldn't have come,
we even left halfway through
to see a movie
and I can't remember the title.
Support was what you claimed
but you never dropped everything
to see me
though I did so time after time .
It scared you when I didn't say
"I love you"
back when you said it for the first
but what's worse
is that you clearly didn't mean it.
Your lips spoke of forever,
your kiss didn't agree
I was already ******* myself
for forgetting to bring you tea,
two years I gave my all
but I see now
I was the only half of the whole
that took the fall.