i don't feel good about anything at all
can't tell what is and is not my fault
i'm the common denominator in all my problems
so it's easy to assume the problem is me
and i'm only who i was born to be
and i hate everything about that
i'm stuck in this body that i can not love
slowly dying
i wanna save people who
who i'm afraid cannot be saved
people do what they wanna do
and i can only do what i can
and i can't blame myself for not being a psychic
and knowing when i'm needed or what someone needs to hear
i'm just trying my best
even though i don't feel good about anything
or at all
i just wish life was different
and that my brain didn't work the way it does
every good thing that happens
is ground to dust
and blown in my eyes
and i just dont know what's real anymore
the way the world is
or the way i experience it