Suddenly the system lacks in exhilaration a desperate crave for a joyful sensation- begins to eat you up inside. Your skin that 'once had been' was so under-appreciated- loses elasticity & regretfully deflated- becomes that youthful thrill. & in the dark & loathsome dusk of your life you truly feel lonesome a forgotten solitaire in the night. And though we melt- & take anomly forms I hope we stick with those lucid norms that keeps us human & merely sane To still see the bliss in this existential game.