Determined turtle vanishing green all my needs manifested scaring caring eyes viciously. No acceptance can't claim existence willingly my ancestors have closed the blinds shrill speculative variety mixed amorous stenciled template.
Does it get better? It has before but I have no expectation. What I know is weak discovery and blankness. Lack of connection killing me before I'm dead my spirit drained and waning quickly. Stuck to couch cushions and 3 square don't fit there.
My only hope is that my inability to accept/experience joy and lack of self worth does not inhibit my daughter's love for life.