there is nothing to absorb the shock, the hurt there is less than there was, but never enough there is a way but it is a blind alley, fear has closed my eyes there is no one to trust, so we trust no one there is page after page of pages of words that mean nothing (the internet is a desert and it all looks the same) there is an end, we have sown sadness, we will reap madness there is a Lover of our soul, if all else fails and we find shoals we know we won't be alone as the ocean of sharks gets frenzied as we struggle tangled and are denied pieces inedible we find the deepest trench there is a tough decision, hard one, gut wrenching, it is so cold and so dark sunk so deep still sinking, into the silence which paralyzes the soul
S.O.S. S.O.S.
S.O.S.
going through some very difficult stuff, complicated, cannot write specifics, cannot write enough to purge the tank and do not have the resources to resolve unscathed, choices are few and I have let her down, it may be awhile before I have time unless I need to vent to keep my thoughts clear, yeah... I don't know what I mean either