if you feel like you're being lied to
know you lied to me first
by saying that you loved me
when you only liked her
the version of me
that is easy to be around
be glad i didn't believe you
or it'd be too late to take it back now
part of me wants to feel sorry
for not being who you 'needed'
but i never lied about how i am
you just refused to see it
and when you did
you blamed me for changing
like i was wrong for being somebody else
than the person you daydreamed
i disgust you now
and that hurts more than you know
i never forgot who i was
but deep down it's still a blow
i could never be her
and it's ruining my life
i never fully trusted you
and this is exactly why