Focused on the prize social life fading away Use to go out not fun or the same anymore Always following rules most kept him out Being pulled in many directions any but back The guilt clouded his mind staying strong Heavy burdens crushing the caring heart Beating strong for them never selfish Still moving forward with the pain Can't do it the same not that person Old emotions and thoughts have risen Can't be that person live that way anymore Out grew this the past labels don't fit Overtime lost meaning not in that place Those old ways not going back there