Dearest friend,
I can see the end
It is more exciting than just death
It is what is best
For me, for you, and everyone
I lack the urges to go on
The darkness that surrounds my mind
Consumes me all the time
It is all I see, all I hear
It comes through crystal clear
I know that you don't see it
But behind my skin I'm bleeding
From invisible cuts I give myself
As well as those that others dealt
My brain has gone, and feelings with it
To the point I can't pretend it's
Not my life, and not my end
But, my dearest friend

It is