My soul sought the feeling,
Something so popular,
Yet so rare in my sight.

My heart longed for the ultimate,
Transforming in hopes to lure it,
Both patience and hope were lost

My mind became a genie out of care
Forging and attaching,
To fulfill the wishes of the heart.

And so I learnt,
Its a feeling that sprouts from within
It never was in the world.

And I also learnt of the deceit
The longing and desperation
But I needed to find it within
Something I never had.