She is sinking into a state of fear all her mistakes now coming clear her frantic life, inward persona made her isolation to be a loner never had faith no god has she found never wished on a star earthward bound thinks life with a crooked smile, bitter knows that it's not only gold that glitters she drinks like a trooper in bars and clubs gets many a beer with quick careless rubs a ***** to some but a wife to me this wicked goddess of indecency.