fix one and two more break quickly running out of tape temporary arrangements can't undo mistakes half *** apologies just cause more pain would i wanna go out you ask know what i should say sure let's make a plan but i'm too fed up to lie today not tomorrow no time soon not until everything is okay if that hurts your feelings i'm sorry you feel that way it's 'all about you' until it actually is and when it is i'll at least explain because i'm not a ******* who wants to lie to your face i'm just trying keep a ship headed towards disaster at bay i need to worry about my own problems before i try to be the change you're so comfortable depending on me you don't understand the concept of space feel like you know the ins and outs better than me of my own ******* brain if you don't leave me the **** alone i can't promise your ego will be safe just stop trying to uncover things you dont really wanna face you just wanna be right but you're so far off of base this isn't about making life hard or trying to pin you with blame but if you can't give me time or respect the boundaries i've placed i find it harder and harder to displace my hate to finally be in the grasp of my unrestrained rage sometimes it's just too late for things to stay the same