I can not stop hating myself at the same time
I can not stop loving the moment I am currently being
When I walk alongside the river
Thoughts about what you are doing and thinking now are flowing into me
I can not stop this flow you know
Actually, I like the way the river flows into me
It feels like my heart skips a beat when every wave hits me and bounces from me
But then again the wave bounced from me rides with the flow into me over and over again
I hope the river dry up but want it to be endless just to feed myself with sweet water