Sometimes I will call myself "The Phantom" because I love The Phantom of the Opera and I live in the shadows of my older siblings. No one thinks the mild mannered, overly polite writer can be a  reckless rebel with a wild side so strong that it scares people. Sure I don't wear a mask I live out in the open. But my emotional scars are secrets and I don't reveal them to just anyone. I wear my blue jack as my cloak and my fashion sense is spot on for having a traditional, socially aware family dynamic. My wardrobe is to please crowds and make my quirky heart happy. I am a low-key business woman. I know how people function. I know society's perspective of me. I make the most of my mood swings. If I am going to make it in this world I might as well impress people with my intelligence while doing so.