Lately I’m not myself
I think
thats good
who I was before
I’m told
wasn’t good
it’s hard for me
to read
to dissect
to leave good feedback
for others
for friends
even my undeserving family
I’m sorry
it’s a
phase I’m going through
I apologize
to those
to who
to you, him, her
My flaws
are greater
than my strength sometimes
it’s sad
it’s mad
it kills me inside
to hide
to write
to fight these demons
hang on
let go
either way I understand
I didn’t
try to
ever plan this ever
but it’s
the reality
of my current situation
it’s hopefully
only just
a phase right now
not later
not again
but it’s who I
AM NOW