The morning was cloudy when we set out on a long drive, just the two of us, our car laden with much luggage and a pile of dreams. That was long ago, the 'once upon a time' of a distant era when they shook hands and hugged in farewell, when they didn't wear cloth masks that hid their fears.
Overcast skies turned, as we drove on, into blazing blinding horizons bereft of clouds and brown barren landscapes bereft of green. and we thought we'd turn brown too-- we, our car, our tires, our breath, our thoughts-- merging into all that aridness.
But soon we drove into winding hairpins, up and up and up, then down and down into verdant vistas where, whizzing past us, were fat cows with big udders and their happy calves and paddies and green leaves with their trees and pregnant streams and men and women dreaming all their dreams and we thought we'd soon arrive.
Did i fall asleep at the wheel or am i still in a dream? Or was some spell broken at the stroke of high noon when dreams turn into nightmares? Or did we time travel into now, into here, into this strange new era where fear reigns and masks rule? where the only remnant of our past is Death and the pain of separation?
Maybe we'll wake up and resume driving maybe this is only some resetting of Time, some reboot to crush a bug in the software that charts all our maps. Maybe we'll see again the simple things we knew back then, when we knew how to smile, how to hug, to love.
Meanwhile, we stare. at a rotating circle that keeps saying loading... loading... loading ...