this ain't love,

you've tortured my feeling

played on my ever needing lust,

consummated my need

as you relished in

my soulful screaming desire.

Release me tormentor

let me become free

of your wicked deeds

and your wicked ways,

how is this possible

after so long

you've come around

and i melt,

I melt

again & again

becoming this

unrecognizable person...

Longing to be in


your embrace

to feel the torture

start over again

to become victim to your


skillful ways

as you once more


maimed me and tame me ,

NEVER

agaain  is what i once said

But lately


I can't think right I got this need

This greed

Feeding and fueling me..

I don't like where I'm going  

with these thoughts....


Don't like these unwelcoming desires

you've stirred with in me once more...


Bleeding loves

un-concured

lustful lovers

never again is a myth

Cuz I see where I want to be

even if I already know


your no good for me!


This  Ain't  LOVE!

Always Me Ayeshah