I scream.
I plea.
I beg.
Leave me alone,
I no longer want you.
I do not desire you,
I am suffering from within.
I am speaking and I am screaming leave me alone.
I am kicking and fighting to not use the tools necessary for death.
A trigger is what you are and nothing I say makes you think twice.
Slowly I am crumbling again after just standing and I sit on my bed as tears roll down my cheeks.
Praying and wishing for someone to notice and someone to take me and go.
Please I beg you.
No more..