Past fears haunt me
The pain from the others is swimming on the surface
Uncertainty about actions and words
After the knives in my back
What is true and what is in a fool’s mind
Time seem to ticks by
And the silence doesn’t bring me comfort anymore
Am I being played when there is silence
Will my arms be turned away for another?
Am I not enough for one?
My mind becomes a prison.
And when the silence is broken.
It's like a courtyard I get to walk in
But then I must go back to my cell
And the fears come back
How much is true over a device
How much is hidden just behind the scenes?
These fears are the ones that haunt my dreams
As sweet as I want them
Venom always come back up
And the night becomes sleepless once more
I say nothing as my body shakes with fear and tears roll down
The hits made me expect it now
And due to the fear, they walked away
So what do I do?
Let the fear control the night once more
Or be alone once more on a cold night?