A small bit of hope found in the most awkward of ways I'm contented in my contempt beside myself in asides and I fan the flames of beauty sometimes the words hang loosely they appear thinly veiled in my mind and yet, I question just whom writes the words I feel that I've never written a single poem in my life I wonder just from whom all the beautiful words flow perhaps talent, or skill, or luck or maybe just maybe, a spirit who is all too happy to use these idle hands. Today the words won't come, easily And, well, sometimes I throw up my hands in defeat because this poem is really terrible.