Infuse with abuse but not just any type Lets go verbal as in just words because I’m to scarred to be hit anymore or fall victim to others hands EVER AGAIN Maybe some basic NAME-CALLING some yelling and shouting and the occasional low blow beneath the belt backstab BUT PLEASE NO VIOLENCE !! PHYSICAL Or better yet make some threats tell me I’m no GOOD If verbal abuse isn’t GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU and you still are hell bent on breaking me down I would prefer Mental over Physical because once again I just can’t take being hit as well as I can the emotional disrespect My past gave me plenty of practice at being very ACCEPTING of it Mental Health AWARENESS
Abuse a noose a rope tied tight that once removed still has a tight hold Old scars still freshly BOLD not by others nor by view but rather the story behind what they HIDE: THE TRUTH A dark secret to most a dark story you HOST a love lost your MENTAL HEALTH the COST Feelings of being UNWORTHY Feelings of being UNDESERVING attracting BAD ENERGIES like a MAGNET but until YOU REALIZE ITS NOT YOUR FAULT GET HELP AND MOVE-ON OR you will always be the VICTIM to the ABUSE , the NOOSE around YOUR NECK