As I awake in the morning I look in the mirror At the reflection Of me And I think Is this who I am Is this who I want to be And for a second My mind frenzies for an answer the world around me stops But just as the answer dawns on me I turn Not listening to an answer I am afraid to know An answer which I crave One that tears me apart But Will not hear For as the truth is ready to unfold I am not ready to behold it