I'm fine on my own, I was fine on my own, Won't stop doing so either way, I'm halfway done almost a masterpiece, Only if I give it my full attention to heal.
The breaking part is getting old, I hate guessing, and been Enlightened that con**-men give, By earning trust, time and chance But am on a timeline Where it's better for nothing to be happening, Than a download pending update
My patience I ran out The day I realized I give More than they deserve, It's not why give that's eating me up, But why consistently give when it's not something That graces my lips to curve upwards as it crosses my mind.
If all you asking is for me to give, Then I'll give you my regards Sending you off to the next Patient who has enough patience To give you the chance to Pull yourself together, Time to prove your worth, And enough time to earn each other's trust.
Am an ocean, I give beauty And breath taking sceneries, Smile to the sun whenever it Smothers me with it's warmth, Gracing me with it's glee Brightening my core with its shine. I give myself by embracing My shores to it's least, Closing-in to it's depth and surfacing my weak emotions with no weight. That's how am built As far as I have water and the void to fill, Flowing will be me in waves Through tides and against rocks. I As the ocean accommodates the dead too And live with it until someone Picks out the rote in me. As long as I have an inlet and an outlet Expect me to give fresh water. Remember a pin dropped in an ocean doesn't move waves.
I hate guessing and being in cycles. Overthinking dropped me in a depressions once and am not going back to that hellhole so God help me