It is just only what I think, and you may reject it.
It will be boring if one day you get someting beautiful of your day and you never get something fool again, I said your life is going to be cool. It means your day will have another colours. If it happens to you someday, you will realize that you are in stand away in this universe. Look at your body from the bottom. Your feet will step on the ground. The existence that you might have be found.
If one day, or maybe that day you realize that, please follow one way that it is close to you. It seems like close with your heart. It will lead you and you will get to hear more heartbeats.