listening inwards; sounds of echoes relentlessly pushing against wind forceful below the rigs of the ship, the sternum of the ship breaking things in the pond and rocks climb against you and the shards were made of amethyst that cut your skin pools of blood coagulate like fish's blood in a tank scraped against wood blood evaporates water evaporates shriveled up ingenuine ingenuity shriveled up love loveless / lovefull bulging and dewy stuffy and thick overflowing and bloated I told the sea from the start, in its ears, just the person I was I told you from the start, in your mouth, just how this would end how it would begin and where it would stand