where are you going, where have you been? i wonder if i'll ever find you again the way your mind is start to slip this has been the most difficult trip years together, i wasn't prepared to let go of the life we shared sorrow washes down like rain as i watch you suffer, see your pain and i feel so helpless, so alone sometimes it's like you're already gone disease crept in, like a thief left us wrapped up in our grief sometimes i wish i could set you free find the man you used to be the one that was lost along the way now struggles through life every day i know it wasn't your choice to forget my face, forget my voice i feel it cracking, pieces of my heart i wonder if i'll find my way through the dark i'm tired of questioning why i can't save you or i'd try but i'm here and i love you