I relapsed again
And I don't want to tell you
But I know that I will
Itll stay in the back of my mind
Until I blurt it out as I lift my shorts to show you

Then I'll look over to you
And feel terrible when you sigh
And get that look on your face
That says you're disappointed in me
That you could've done way better than me
And you don't know why you're still helping

So I'm sorry I'm not perfect
And that I will slip up from time to time
But it's not just something I can just stop
With the flip of a switch
But I know I can stop it
I just need you to be there for me