Frustration grips your inner soul Like mud wrestling by yourself There is no way to win So you lay there self defeated. Anger at your own inadequacy Your blindness at the situation Unable to see what was expected of you And deaf to the signs and warnings You classify yourself a failure But itβs worse than that As others see your shortcomings too Stuck in the mire and unable to hide You offer yourself as a sacrifice Before understanding that You've already become one Such is the pain of a lost love.