Watched highlights and missed it Went to see his nephew play The mindset came back he missed coaching On the field thinking about things Resting his body ready to explode On the mats was his escape Cautious because of his strength Trying not to hurt others Forgetting his troubles unwinding Focused on technique coordination Rumors spread he was hurt The gym owner asked he was insulted Annoyed how work conflicted with training Had to work he was born poor Taking on struggle trying to grow Everything he had was earned not given