i clutch a handful of sand in my palm it feels so soothing when i am without a qualm when things are slow, every grain stays in place but it's harder to hold when i quicken my pace i grip tighter as my panic lingers but some sand begins to slip through my closed fingers the more i try, the less i can contain i am only helpless as i watch the sand drain if only i could have another hand but i can do nothing about the running sand