the canvas of the mind is sour untill the new page opened reveals and captures the languid scent i focus into the revelation that i am the road and the heavy tread of the elephant is the thundering appeal of my hearts debtors demanding recompense for all i failed to give when due i have failed you leafsailor i could not find the door back to that road i could not free myself but my soul thanks you for that ray of light that sustains