I've been trying to pretend
Been trying to occupy each second
Been trying to forget
Been trying to believe
Nothing happened
And i could erase it all
And go back to being on-repeat

I've been trying to **** the little life that came back
I've been trying to reverse this
Take myself to
Just breathe this through
Until its the end

I've been trying to put hope
Love
Care
Misery
Life in itself
And you, my darling
All back to bed
Gone, forgotten
All to what they've been
All to what they currently are
All to what you'll ever give me

But I cant
All's anew
I keep running back into the sound of you,
The memory of you,
The idea of you.

Why'd you have to do this.
Any of this, at all.
Why'd you have to have me put up with this?
Pain, for no reason at all?

Where are you?
Could you explain?

At liberty?
May be even at peace?
Because you're very well aware
Of the kind of a memory,
That you are?