sparrows excavating beak-by-beak a grapefruit-sized hole in the crabapple that grows between two 3-family houses on Franklin Street,
the last jab of a miracle serum that so many others are dying to get, and others who have died waiting for.
And I—after living five years under ground—feasting on the view of tiny, chartreuse leaves on the zelkova tree across the street;
starlings, house sparrows, blue jays, robins, and mourning doves strafing past my 2nd floor window on their flight paths back and forth.
Who knew those five years of basement dwelling so molded me,
shaped me like a recluse, a contented she-bear sleeping 10 hours a day, never knowing what the weather was doing, what visions I was missing?
Like the surprise snow on April 16 dusting, then completely covering the purple and yellow pansies I’d so uncharacteristically planted in window boxes the week before.
Who knew I’d ever be cloaked again in this shawl of optimism, this “blithe spirit” that comes from living with the living, seeing the seen, being the being?