you ruined midnight for me
turning from the clock
i know i should be asleep
but i'm so painfully not
remembering your presence
having second thoughts
before i couldn't deal
now i just turn my mind off
it's easier to be numb
to the loss than to face it
even in ruins
our bond is still sacred
i won't let the outcome overshadow
the fact we almost did make it
but having any hope
would be awfully mistaken