you love to make me cry
to make me crawl in bed
for four days straight
and hope that i die

you’re like a **** noose,
always tryna get me to hang
but then i show up,
and you act like i’m no one to nothing

if there was a dictionary definition
of a sadist
it would be you
your name would be right there

because you ******* ******* love
to see me break down and beg
and then you kiss me
like my running mascara is the hottest thing
that you’ve ever seen.