He love training who knew the kid he trained didn't want to do it. He felt heart broken and felt he lost it all. Everything taken away hitting rock bottom. Thinking of a plan how to bounce back. Open to learn grow so many detours and setback. He put others first don't always know what to do with himself. Writing was all he had it numbed him took his pain and anxiety away. He stepped up when no one else would. Always trying to do and be better while coming up short.