we are both lost so comfortable with losing now as the world spins in the same direction as before our paper ambitions turn themselves inside out passing like aging stars burning across the sky I know a brighter fire burns in you I placed it there before we even thought of the beginning of time before amens whispered on the backs of prayers when heavens womb was full of hope before we gave up all the glimmering shadows that slipped through our souls like water through a child's cupped hands the ways of the world brought me to this ledge you will push me to remind me of my myself of my loving for flying the promise of gravity and the certainty of an end