Went from daily drugs Hanging with wannabe thugs To watching a little girl grow Without my daily influence Daily buzzes Weekly lows Constant battles I fought on my own Never addicted Just chasing a feeling Where I wasn't feeling Tired of the depression Wasting my life with anxiety Now I'm getting high Off the feeling that Tomorrow will be better Whether I'm there or not Accepting the fact I'll go to bed in a better place Then where I woke up from Instead of ******* about where I am