Tattered remains of a past that has died, a shell of history lie on the banks of the skin of my pride still existing in part of all that I am and have been wantonly refusing to live on or to die
I see pieces of life floating by on the wreckage and the shame tumbling under the current passing me by ****** into the whirlpool of remembrance and pain only felt when I close my eyes
Now who is to say where the bitter wreckage should lie as I cling to the remembrance of pain floating like driftwood onto the banks of my pride stealing the will to remain
There are screams in my head to remember or forget or just accept them as part of my own as I open my eyes and let go of the banks of my pride I see the tattered remains of my past move on