: The weight of what I'm carrying is heavier with you the bruises on my back are turning black as I turn blue This body once a ticking clock is losing track of time and now the only hands I hold are breaking both of mine The keeper of my tendencies is shattering my bones subjecting them to rulership of everything he owns The only things I haven't lost are pieces of my head the thoughts forced into dormancy because of what you said And they have been my hiding place for longer than I know though entropy displaces me whenever I do go The journey back to where we are is always just the same exasperating both of us despite what you can claim I want to leave and so I stay, my reasoning will prove that it is here, in front of you that I dare not to move .