the only way to make you happy
is tearing myself apart
being someone who i am not
would heal your heart
but why must i suffer
for you to move on
seems backwards
but don't get me wrong
i don't wanna see you hurting
but i can't pretend
to be your fantasy
or your best friend
we are not what you think
you project onto me
hope you find what you need
cause i'm not what you search for desperately