I live in a world where it’s normalized when my friends and families other half to be jealous of every single person. My younger sister can’t be trusted to be alone with me otherwise we’re automatically out drinking, I don’t even drink. My eldest brother can’t come visit me in my new home because I have a very good female friend who lives with me, I moved in just down the road. It felt so normal that my ex wouldn’t let me come home to see my family without him because he didn’t trust me, he thought I would go sleep with someone else. Why isn’t there any trust in my world? I broke up with my ex over the fact he could not trust me. And I’m afraid to enter another relationship where trust won’t be given at all.