I’ve made my bed. The sheets are fresh and white, with crisp corners tucked in safe and tight. Now all I need is you. Come and lay on them. I crave your swerves and harsh stops, I crave your dashes and jagged edges, the sharpened point I grip pledges my oath, spilling you from the tip-- only when I can muster it.
The phrase goes, you fail me, but really it’s me that fails you. I mean, You’re inside Me, not the other way around.
When I can't speak it's because I'm thinking too hard about what I could say.
I make my bed but there's too much room for you to lay.
What if I write wrong? I'm not often strong enough to risk it.
Sometimes I do it right. Sometimes my sheets turn scripture. (Sometimes I can write.) Until then, my bed awaits hue. I ponder with my pen.