Everytime you swear that it won't happened again,
Everytime you swear to yourself that you will fix it finally but you haven't an idea how,
Everytime you can't hold your promise,
Is like hell because it hurts so extremely to again a disappointment for the person you gave the promise,
the person you won't hurt again,
the person you care most about,
It's a shame,
you blame and start to hate yourself,
everytime the same horrible cycle,
but you don't know how you can finally change it,
It's so horrific,
I do not want to hurt you again,
Why is there no way out ?