Look me in the yees You can't tell that I'm a guy I got the body of a woman And it makes me wanna die It makes me want to scream But I can't even breathe When I'm lookin in the mirror Staring at my chest Wishing I didn't have ******* Man, I shouldn't have to hate my own flesh Sometimes I cut myself To see how much it bleeds Sometimes I wonder what would happen If I cut too deep I really wanna die I would do anything to be a guy Lord knows I should've been born with a Y chromosome But nah I got double Xs, oh I got the body of a girl But I know I'm a boy But even if you look me in the eyes You can't tell I'm a guy My smile's not the same It's all fake I was a mistake I'll tell people what I am And they'll tell me the verses But I wish I wasn't trans I don't do this on purpose I wish I could've been born right So I could look like a guy And I wouldn't want to die I wouldn't even try I know I'm a guy I know mt name is Elijah, not Eliza I should have a flat chest instead of a ****** Whatever you say it can't hurt me Because deep down inside I know I'm a guy