I see tiny wildflowers rapidly blooming over my last grave don’t worry, it’s a metaphorical grave my mind naturally and periodically annihilates itself like a built in acid trip or self regulating electroconvulsive feedback loop I have all these spare identities just for this purpose sacrificial personalities or personality clones, maybe to satisfy my self destructive impulses it’s very effective, probably due to my vivid imagination and commitment to emotional authenticity anyway, I’m still here growing generations of happy flowers