hate to admit it but
now you realize how much you needed me
cut communication but now you're disposed of
and you're losing your identity
at the very least i held you down
i was present and open minded
was willing to love your extremes
even if i didn't like them
even if i struggled to trust you
i trusted you because you were my friend
i treated you as best i could
wasn't the best but at least i gave a ****
and it was the best you had
and maybe ever will have
too late to try and scramble
to steal it back
the reality is sinking in
and it scares you to think
you finally reached
the end of the road with me
that there's nothing you can do
to lure me back in
no words you can say
to get under my skin
can't get my attention now
which is funny cause i used to fawn
can't appreciate some things
till their no longer yours and really gone