he thinks of a conversation and just someone to sing to so she settles with the most wakeful few seconds in the dark something she needs to take from him and he will exchange for the better, something like a confession that collapse all thunder to the rain within her like a faint song from a closing theatre a moment from an empty, sunlit classroom a graceless parting, a connection taken for granted a chronicle from a man passing like the guises of autumn to be passed around without the weight of one another the goodbyes without the afterthought